I feel like I am back to square one, I have applied to study access to dentistry. I’ve realised how much I want this career and with this realisation I’ve also learned how much I dislike my job/life where I am at the moment. I think this has triggered the depression to come back with a vengeance. I’ve been off work, the thought of going to work makes me feel sick, my fiancé isn’t working at the moment and has been desperately trying to find a job which puts more pressure on me because we have bills to pay. I’m scared incase I lose my job but I CANT face going to work. I just don’t know what to do.